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pt1.
that friend of yours
she gets all your time and attention
and it feels like chores
to get any kind of love and affection
from you these days
we once had the kind of love of perfection
but now it just seems like you need constant correction
i’m missing my man
i just need some protection
but you just keep rejecting
my wants and needs
while your mind continues to form a connection
with her, while she leads,
the direction, you're headed in
while my heart is embedded in
a place you used to be
but are no longer
i wish you could see
that i’m trying to be stronger
i’m trying to save us
but you just keep drifting further away
how much longer will you hold on
tell me you love me one day
then turn around 5 seconds later to betray
i feel like i’m just here for display
your putting on a show
because at the end of the day
she’s the only one on your mind
even though she’s the other woman
if you need it defined
but you treat us both like the opposite
i know it in my heart, she probably does too
but the sad thing is, you will never admit it
you told me our love would last, prove it baby
just be my man, and i’ll be your lady
forever...
pt2.
there’s this guy on my mind
all the freakin time
but he has a girl, even tho he don’t pay her no mind
that’s how it seems, things ain’t how they used to be
he tells me he misses me
and then sends me bedtime kisses, we
are always talking, flirting like crazy
this line between friends is getting really hazy
i’ll just keep going like this, his girlfriend will never know
ain't no love there anyways, its all just a show
its not real, not like what we got here
not saying its love, but lust and attention are some of
what i’m addicted to with him
and the chances he stays with her are slim
so i’m not worried about where this is going
i like how it is, it just keeps flowing
he’s honest with me and
his true feelings are showing
i see it everyday
as our ‘friendship’ is growing
i keep telling myself long as it’s not a relationship
i can’t get hurt.....all the emotions I avert
i got this...
pt3.
i love yOu....i love yoU not
i love yoU....i love yOu not
who do i love....and who do i not?
in my chest, i feel like theres a constant knot
when yoU’re around, my heart pounds
i can’t stop smiling, when i hear the sounds
of yoUr texts coming thru
i don't know what to do....
--we’re so cute together--
...that’s what they say
is that why i stay?...
--we can handle anything together--
...thats what yOu say
that makes me wanna stray....
so i go to yoU
...i miss yoU...
….I KNOW....
how does she know?
i don't treat her like i should
she deserves so much better than i could
ever give her right now, i would
make her mine, but i’m already taken
don’t be mistaken
i DO care about yoU....
but if i can have both
if i don’t have to choose
then i won’t break up with yOu....
i’ll have my cake and eat it too
yea its true, thats how we really think
and act, its kinda rude
which is why i would never tell yOu or yoU these thoughts
i gotta delude what’s true
because if YOU both only knew....
but YOU never will...so i’ll do what i gotta to keep both of you still
tell yOu what yOu need to hear so yOu stick around another year
and show yoU what yoU're missing by not being my Misses.
best of both worlds, at least for now
one day one of them will probably figure it out
and make me honest
i hope its yoU
to be honest...
