I never meant to love you

I never meant to love you

I never meant to love you...

   Even tho i knew your conversation was Gas..

  Even though I'd felt, your d!¤k sit me on my ass..

Man that d!¤k was powerful too...

Still, i never meant to love you...

Even though i craved to meet your mama.

(And did)

Even once I craved to have your daughter.. (

And is)

Even when you opened up and pulled me to you...

(Once or twice)

Even when you opened your heart about some of the things inside...

(You rolled the dice)

I never meant to love you.

When you opened your heart and let me look around some...

I knew without a doubt , i could share my love..

So i did.Caution to the wind.

Heart wide open...I stood. Welcoming you in...

For 5 years you stood watch at the door..

Im getting discouraged, wondering what are you waiting for...?

You walked away.....

Divine Partnership

I Look at You when I want to connect...

  The look i get back isn't always the best..

This hurts my heart; makes me sad...

When I think of what Im used to, it ain't so bad...

I touch you when I want to be touched...

Reciprocity, Is that asking too much?

Action reduces the need for Words.

The former speaks louder is what I heard...

I Spill my guts to You, when I need validation...

Your divided attention , inspires my agitation...

I come to you, when I want intimacy...

I feel like a wall is standing in front of me...

I look in the mirror, searching for a clue...

To continuously realize, Idk what to do...

I want it from You, But It dont come with ease...

Giving it to myself, is becoming a Breeze...

You ne...

Timeless Connection

We are Cultivating true love that will last a lifetime..

You're Here Showing me, Its Dopely Absurd...

My Internal Struggle (told by a woman scorned)

My Internal Struggle

They told me the best way to get over you...
Is to walk away and make it do what it do.

So me being me, I did what I do best:
Grind hard, Dogg s, and move on to the next. ..

Screaming *** all s & everything they stand for.
Sad thing is, the more I hate you, I tend to love you that much more...

I've tossed and I've turned, until I cried myself to sleep.
Thinking, "Damn I knew I loved him, but not this deep"

struggling to think of you, as the devil in disguise....

but my heart still smiles for you...to my dismay...and utter...surprise

Its been 10 months and 28 days since I got, "The Letter".
Letting me know that you love me, but You dont want better...
You were stuck in a rut, gettin it how you live.
Loyalty to you? No problem.. but to your set?I Jus couldn't give...
So I said what I said, not sugar-coatin .
But when you saw how I felt, you...