lies

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romance

i feel like a fool
(everyone has heard that before)
but its ironic as much as this pain hurts I cannot find the words to choose that reflect the gravity of this pain I feel right now

i want no desire for these worldly things
i want no desire for these worldly things
i pray that I have the strength to no longer want you
to no longer want to talk to you
to no longer want to be touched by you
to no longer want to be kissed by you
to no longer want to be ***ed by you
to no longer want to be made love to by you
to no longer want to please you
to no longer want to cook for you
to no longer want to clean for you
to no longer want to wash for you
to no longer want to to talk to you
to no longer want to pray for you
to no longer want to protect you
to no longer want to have memories of you
to no longer want to cry over you
to no longer want to be happy for you
to no longer want to be angry at you
to no longer want to chill with you
to no longer want to smoke with you
to no longer want to get drunk with you
to no longer want to build with you
to no longer want to argue with you
to no longer want to lay with you
to no longer want to be a better women for you
to no longer want to shut my mouth for you
to no longer want to fight for you
to no longer want to call them other girls about you
to no longer want these no longers no more
because I am sick and tired of you

finally the lies have made me see the truth