Sweet Absence

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Real Talk Brother

 Turnt up and terrorising trying to get over

Basout here in prison you undercover

Held down, passed around where your bad at boy

You might wanna hide your snack and lock your back door

Make it easy take it hard the choice is yours to do

You will turn down when them inmates get to you

I pray you survive all them bootyhole rapes

At the end of your 'turnt up'....leave the badat the gates.

FALLEN MAN TALKING

 What's your probable cause

The pullover, the chase, then the call 

It happened so fast but I knew

I would be murdered by you

My blood spilled out so quick

From your gunshots, beatings and kicks.

My moms wasn't there but she knew

Mama knew I was cold and blue

So many with tears in their eyes

Still crying for us because we died

Don't cry because we are together

In heaven we'll rest forever

Please don't run  even if scared

I did run, now I'm not here

I'm Terrancell and I did run

Stop, give up, and then teach your son.

That's Life

 Her life hasn't been easy-she said it wasn't fun

Denying revelations-trying to make him the one

Her life hasn't been happy-tears a part of everyday

 A choice forever made-and your lifetime to pay

Her life hasn't been fair-too many nightmares alive

A closet full of skeletons-and all of them outside

Her life hasn't felt loved-For a very long time then you picked her up

And said, Daphne you're mine.

My life is much better thru The Ancestors i pray

I now love my life and myself

 Especially today.

Kickstop

 All of my life I've given up

What was mine just because

When my dad left I fell apart

That day a ball was at the park

That ball I kicked when I was a teen

 Is still being kicked and messing up dreams

Little girls too old and can't be a kid

Little boys turn us out as they were did

That ball I kicked has seen the world

Kicked back and forth by boys and girls

Before you kick take another look

 Don't be the ball kicked all about

I look unlike what I've really gone through

 That's because I didn't kick it to you

Do unto others as you'd like to behold

Especially when kicking because Karma's been told

Search inside and find that tick

The tic to your tock that made you kick

 Deal with the ball-deflate it if you can

But don't Pass It On or kick it again:)

Trapdoor

 Broken and dingy a hollowed out frame

Sewn together with thread I was ashame

 Dirtied my world I was just a little girl

Everywhere I went that screendoor was there

Shotgun houses and shacks close together

Bare safety from the elements man animal and weather

The sound loud and flat and what everyone shared

Was that same exact screen door that shut out the world

A baby myself my own dreams ed

 By nail string and oppression those screen doors mocked

 I couldn't wait to leave home as if I knew of another

 Love like my family especially my mother

My own screen door was pretty and thin

Bent by the comings of so called friends

A young naive bride caught in a trap

But couldnt get out as the screendoors clapped

A lifetime later I barely see them now

Another form of oppression and its in the house

I miss mom's screen door ...

HER NICEST FIGHT

I refuse to go down this road again

You're no longer my man or my friend

You're always mad because I'm happy

You're not my mama and not my daddy.

I was real when I gave you an entire stack

To help you move on and not come back

Now you're broke and in my face

We both know I might catch a case.

Let me help you put your things outside

Your stay will be brief and that's no lie

I don't want to have to catch a case

But I will today if you don't get out my face.

Sweet Absence

 Feeling your essence

My king to adore

I want to hear your voice

Let you spoil me some more.

Me to cherish

My love to ingest

It's all about us

And what we do next.

When will I see you

Is this feeling even real

That is how

I'm beginning to feel.

My heart is racing

No lie its kinda scared

Bc since you got to me

I've been floating on air.