Tryin...

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first love

Tryin to move on
Tryin to forget your face
Tryin to forget your smile
Tryin to get thru the days
Tryin to forget your lies
Tryin to forget your ways
Tryin to run this mile
But its like never ending days
I can't breathe
All of a sudden I'm blind
I can't see
It's just me
Soon I’ll stand
And soon I’ll find
My way thru this darkness
And make sense of this mess
My heart and mind will be put to rest
I know God, this is just a test
But I don't wanna fail
Despite these feelings, I know I'm so blessed
But still I am...
Tryin to forget your body
Tryin to forget your kiss
Tryin to forget your touch
Tryin not to act like its you I miss
Tryin to forget your laugh
Tryin not to make you my only wish
Tryin not to think you were my other half
Tryin to forget you exist
Tryin to forget how you made me feel
Tryin not to see you in my dreams
Tryin to forget my dreams were once real......
Tryin to see
Tryin to breathe
Tryin to find me
Tryin not to need you
Tryin to find my way
Tryin to find the truth
Tryin to forget what you used to say
Tryin to not need proof
Tryin to forget how happy you made me everyday
Tryin to act like being alone aint news
Tryin to enjoy the present
Tryin not to lose
Sick of tryin
Sick of cryin
Tryin to make next time different
Tryin to get over last time
So I can get to next time
Sick of not being over you
Tryin to forget what you took of mine
Tryin to forget how you look
Tryin to remember that love aint a crime
Tryin to forget my love for you
I decided I'm gonna move on for good
Tryin to make my decision reality
Tryin 2 make it understood
The only one I wish I could forget.....