Join the resistance but in real life, you have to breathe like you are trapped, a coffin returning your breath to you until you sweat and hyperventilate. You have been identifying with the resistance in make believe but this isnt make believe.
This is what it is, coffin breath and you smell like death. We have been wearing the smell so long that we no longer notice it. We are the inhabitants where once we were strangers to this rock.
So join the resistance, resist, persist and above all recognize who you really are.