we shouldnt have....

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romance

 We stay up and talk all night until we see the sun…
She says she knows my type and she’s sure she’s not the only one…
I say that’s safe to assume but u still let me chase you and you didn’t run…
I guess u wanted to b captured and without the suspense it really aint no fun…
She turned and laughed at me like, “girl u know u dumb“…
I was playin but serious when i think about her being around for weeks to come…
She reminds me I have a heartbeat, right when I was feeling numb…
The way I constantly think about her reminds me of the love I had when I was young…
I know she feels the same, both knowing we need to put our friendship first…
Plus she’s in a bad relationship and I aint doin nothin but makin it worse…
No use in changin whats broken both knowin we cant make it work…
We've both been down this road before and know that somebody always ends up hurt…
I should have kept my distance, shouldn’t have let her visit…
shouldn’t have massaged that cramp out of her leg like ah personal assistant…
She shouldn’t have had her breast out and I wouldn’t have kissed them…
Then we wouldn’t be all over this mattress in these crazy positions…
And she wouldn’t feel guilty every time she was wit her man and my name was mentioned…
My conscience gave up on me, screamin at me about how I should have just listened….(sighs)