Hope

conflicting mind

1 second i wanna say f*ck it all

then u walk in the room and make me fall

right to my knees

pleading with you baby please

give me one more chance

don't ever cease

dont ever stop loving me

dont ever leave

i was trippin over the memories

i was thinkin about the lack of peace

that dominates my mind

that has infiltrated my heart

every one that has f*cked with me

everyone that has taken a part

in what i feel like is my ultimate destruction

everytime i start

making progress towards this quote unquote normalcy

some dude comes in a takes a piece

of a part of me that i fought so hard to piece and glue back together

and now i have no clue how to weather

this storm that is only in my head

the thunder only gets louder

every time you climb into my bed

and the rai...

Hope

I look at your face and I see hope
I look in your eyes but I choke
my words is like my money, I’m broke
I have no words for you honey
but just being with you makes my days sunny
how can that be baby
with you I know, it’s never just maybe
when I look at you it’s so refreshing
body and soul, we’re still meshing
baby that takes a lifetime
and I’m hoping till then you’ll be all mine
and of course baby I’m all yours
ain't that what we’re working towards
an unbreakable bond, everlasting love
the only thing stronger comes from Him up above
your kiss and your touch, I could never have enough
I know I act tough, sometimes too much
No excuse though, cause most everybody's past at some point was rough
So sometimes even if you ain’t, I’ll call you a jerk
But you know I’m trying baby, t...

love triangle

 pt1.

that friend of yours
she gets all your time and attention
and it feels like chores
to get any kind of love and affection
from you these days
we once had the kind of love of perfection
but now it just seems like you need constant correction
i’m missing my man
i just need some protection
but you just keep rejecting
my wants and needs
while your mind continues to form a connection
with her, while she leads,
the direction, you're headed in
while my heart is embedded in
a place you used to be
but are no longer
i wish you could see
that i’m trying to be stronger
i’m trying to save us
but you just keep drifting further away
how much longer will you hold on
tell me you love me one day
then turn around 5 seconds later to betray
i feel like i’m just here for display
your ...