My Rant

A Sinner's Creed

let me go back to the day

when everything was good, life was filled w. love and play

days that seem to be long gone

no warmth in the heart, what the f**k went wrong?

now mama never told me this world would be easy

troubling times would come and please believe me

im far from naïve, just questioning my judgement

days filled with lost hope

forgotten words that my father once spoke

spit those rhymes, snort those lines

all for that one high, is that a crime

to ant what you cant have

and always going down the wrong path

cause that light shined too d*mn hard

the devil on your shoulder said go to that forbidden part

then God kept saying, "my child, my child..."

you neglected and kept on toward that sh*tt pile

but you still don't wanna be left out

once those golden gates close, awaits eternity filled with doubts

I know it very well

My Rant

 Sometimes I sit alone at night

Constantly thinking about strife

Laying down wasting my tears

Thinking of all my greatest fears

In darkness I sit without a light

Planning a move of attack in the next fight

As I sit I dream of my mistakes

With my life I ask why didn't God just take it

As strong as I try to show

I never let the world really know

Of all the things that I have done

Because they are sure to have me shunned

Stole from my mother

Lied to my father

Never tried to make their life better

I only worked to make it harder

Having the mind of a damn genius

I didn't try to make my life have any meaning

But made people think that I was it

When in reality I really wasn't

Excuse my language as I speak what true

Just so you get what my words should be conveying to you

Words spoken that could put you in a ...