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I won’t say she’s afraid but life’s challenges has knocked her to knees
She would rather stay in her comfort zone than to have her mind blown for the second time
Falling so deep only to arise
Empty and broken
When he left he took half of her
Her words remained unspoken
I’m no longer talking about peaches and butterflies
Life lied , loved lied
Stripped her of her hope, stripped her of her pride
Long roads and bumpy rides
She won’t say she’s afraid but when it comes to something new
Someone new
Not connected to her past in any way
Can she find it in her heart to let him stay?
Will she let him through?
To do or not to do? That is the question.
Love vs. lust years and months compared to a few seconds
She can’t help the shaking of her knees
She’s had wet dreams about him
Daydreams about him
Clean and nasty thoughts about him
Bottom line is
SHE WANTS HIM
But the complications that come with a relationship are so raw and imminent
She’s still trying so hard not to remember him
Her first
Her curse
He’s like a plague
Reminding her of how heartbreak is made
Every new thing she tries crumbles and breaks
Her heart is not stable
Her body going through personal earthquakes
But it’s been so long
How long can you be strong when your barely holding on?
And what happens when genuine interest is shown?
She does not want to be alone
But being alone is the only safe choice left
Love is power being given and power being taken
Does she have power left to give?
I won’t say she’s afraid but life’s challenges has knocked her to knees
She wonders if she’ll ever get this love thing right
Or will she remain a hopeless romantic
Searching until the sun runs out of light.
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