sometimes we seek and only find a piece of what we been looking for and to find the other pieces we have to seek some more like knocking on a door only to realize we've been knocking on the wrong door and have to knock on some more doors in order to find the right door we make our request and we make our request known but sometimes we're not satisfied with the answer we get we don't like the reply we wonder why do we even try we try not to cry about storms passing through leaving dark days and even darker nights in its wake if only life came with a safe word we could say to stop the overwhelming pain but it ain't one and often we can't remove all the stains we see things that can't be explained we could but we won't complain about strong wind and rain we know storms will come and storms will go what we knew isn't always beneficial to what we know what we had is left somewhere in the past be not anxious we must be be patient patience is waiting but what is patience waiting for