I failed so many times
So I need to be prepared to fail again
There's no accolades or gold around my grandmother's living room I never had a chance to win
Either I wasn't focused enough
Or I became to soft when life got tough
My anxiety won't let me see this through
I'm afraid to be afraid
And being afraid is what I do
I rather take a perc ,before I take a risk
Like I said before I never won sh!t
But now I feel something different, It feels like victory
So good I can taste it
And take it and face that
To the point after I win this time
It ain't no going back