if I wrote a letter to my mama it would start and end with gratitude I would tell her what I been going through I would tell her I don't blame you any more like I did so many times before I woke up and wiped the sleep out my eyes mama I'm up now and it's not your fault I was down I would say mama forgive me for causing you shame I had issues I had no one else to blame for everything I was going through you remained the same you never changed you always loved me the same mama thank you for everything now I see it for what it is it ain't easy raising bad a** kids can't blame you for the choices I made you had nothing to do with what I did mama please forgive me for lacking empathy and for judging you harshly did you know a period of stress can cause a tree to abort it's fruit mama thank you for not aborting me though you could hardly afford to keep me you kept me mama don't stress you passed the test you done your best
rest your weariness
I can do the rest I promise to honor respect and give you my best regards