The Immortal Wize

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what we have in common is pain infected love in our sick, twisted unhealthy blood streams running through our veins if this is true pain is why I'm connected to you and you invade my dreams

I'm hood you,re hood the love we recieved was never no good straight from the gutta I love you with a stutta pushing and shoving eachother

I wash and wax my car you scratch it up I'm scarred it's tit for tat breaking my windows with a alluminum bat you're paining me and I'm paining you my pain is all I have to give to you

I cry you cry till we're drained through the love I give is hard to do clogging my art-eries turning my veins blue I can't flow nothing's getting through

you're wounding me I'm wounding you too many blank pages I bleed black and blue no one knows how bad I hurt inside cause I keep my eye shut for my tears to hide

you not trusting me I put no trust in you, too many times falling away from you
knowing it's not healthy for me to be all wrapped up in you

smothered till my lips turn blue brain dead with no oxygen still we're not through we go around again passing the same signs again from one back to two I can't flow with you I can't live without you

I can't let go from holding on too tight to you how do I let go from all I know or ever tried too

too many knots I'm tied to you pick up the knife cut me loose I give up I call a truce you got my head spinning I'm nauseous the sign ahead reads be cautious

my comfort zone is you I have nothing to stand on to reach for somthing new
how do I become alone again how do I close the door hear you knocking and not let you in again

you telling me how much you were missing me and me wanting to be missed by you but I won't die for you I'm not willing to bow down to you I don't love you enough to worship you

telling me you love me I know it's a lie but I can't stop myself from believing the same shyt I say to you why I keep running back to you I have no clue I ask my lord to forgive me for what I do tryin to find a place in your heart again and a place in mine for you

the truth is I'm costipated blocked up in need of relief I'm contemplating releasing you bringing it to a close again watching another rose die again the petals fall and drie again taking it on the chin

hearing you cry again my heart screaming why again you saying "I'm sorry I won't do it again what you did I'm not rememberin now we 're back to start again to mend and tare my heart again

I see me clearly back in your eyes again I see you too and I pull you into my arms again if it is a sin to look back then I guess I'll turn to a block of salt again

pressured till my blood runs thin again about to burst again fishing through blood puddles picking up pieces to my heart again

this is no story book romance, this is no romancin this is no fairy tale
turn off the music stop dancin

this is no happily ever after if I fell like Jack, like Jill you won't come tumblin after now we're back to the end again fussin, fightin and arguin I'm yellin your screamin what is this spirit what is this demon I feel like I'm on fire can you hear me screamin

pulled apart again why did we ever start again I'm weak with so much pain in my heart again forgetting how bad it was and why it had to end wanting you back again

my issue is abandonment feeling like a child being left alone again fending on my own again to not be loved, wanted or needed again never to be kissed or missed again

you put up a fight I drop my guards and let you win If we continue, this war between us will never end

all that is gained is lost again holding my mangled heart in my hands again
cuffed in the back seat again you cryin wolf again I'm I cry innocent but who's listenin

why did I let you back in agian telling lies that I gave you a backhand again on you I never laid a hand is it a sin to try to stop you from breaking my heart again you're spiteful and malicious this cycle is vicious

around and aroud we go like dirty laundry from the washer to the dryer again
cloggin my flow again holding on to you I have no free hand to hold a pen

the beating of your heart wakes me up out of my sleep one eye open one closed I trust nothing I have to peep

you're disturbing me calling me closer to you torturing me like my enemy
I wanna plunge a dagger through your chest to get a peaceful rest

what made me this way was it my father who ran away was it my unaffectionate mother who pushed my hugs and kisses away

why do I feel love this way holding on while pushing and pulling away
I can't see it any other way the closer I get the more I run away

delivered from the woumb I felt pain feet first ready to run from my journey just begun through the rain

how far I've come in my hand I hold this gun pointed in your direction your day is done no one wins stopping your love for me, slaying my enemy from killing me I wanna live I wanna breathe again

father please forgive me for my sin fore what thou shalt not do, I have done again

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		love_supreme says: "no one wins stopping your love for me, slaying my enemy from killing me I wanna live I wanna breathe again" - This is a very powerful write. poems by this commentor Harness the Universe Honored Starving Artist

OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY The Immortal Wize

Here We Go Again

the water is getting deeper waves are getting higher earth is on a warpath wind is calm for now I hear there will be fire next time but what about this time if you were given a chance for one last dance would you take it or stand with your back against the wall watching everyone else have a ball while Babylon fall the last hurrah then "Hip Hip Hurray" do not fear be not afraid at the close of the day night gone fall on us all while waiting for the electricity to come back on making a promise is not the same as making a point the drift been gotten prior to what's been done, before is a current past event

Spirals Of Smoke

be informed to get in formation currently the new currency is information be not uninformed action is required activate desire it ain't over until the unsung sing It's Done do not retire there will always be fire to start new beginnings it doesn't matter who's winning we will win win and win again it is written

All Points

when you stuck you believe in something you can't get out of when you blocked you believe you can't get ahead because something is in the way when you flow you believe you unstoppable when you open you believe you walking around without clothes when you can't let go you believe you can't let go what we believe got us under control when you believe you can fly levitation is no longer impossible to achieve

No Two Ways About It

there's a old say that goes you have to laugh to keep from crying I get it I'm laughing but not cause I want to cry for any particular reason you know that idiom it never fails it means it happens every time once we recognize we're out of our league it's wise to pursue a league of our own I'm smiling I have something to smile about that don't have nothing to do with what's going on in the world something I can't do nothing about on that note "Uh Oh" is an expression of alarm dismay and means it's too late "it's about to go down"

Enthrall (Repost)

got these broken wings I don't know why I never could fly I never wished for such a thing so many others dream so many others sing I wish and I wish on other things like we all, wakeup at the same time How bout that? we can all celebrate you...know have a good time fun, without, someone getting beside themselves pulling out a gun killing another mothers son or someone's baby girl, we'll just sit around talking about what we're going to do with all the wealth sadly the mule has died of natural causes but, there's plenty of acres and homes to be had now if I could just, find that genie, I got a few more to settle the score

It Gets Messy

waiting for something I want hope and wish to happen is like watching a mouse hole real close while holding a bat

On The Heels Of The Sun

a Butterfly abandons her egg her offspring is left behind without a mother to cling to some would think doomed from the start giving into our circumstance is refusal to change everyone gets a chance a Caterpillar cannot transform into a Butterfly if it die before its/it's time the light is often taken off the Caterpillar and shown on the Butterfly the mother of a Caterpillar is a Butterfly she gives birth to the one who is destined to transform she's the one who gives birth to change the Caterpillar is one who comes out the dark into the light where one come from does not determine where one will end up

The Ripple (Repost)

trying hard is not trying hard enough enough we have to put faith in the sun that it will shine again even when the sky is gray everything around us falls apart as long as our heart is beating we're not defeated nor are we destroyed something goes wrong we must be strong it won't be long hold on here we go back to the dome in some form or another if you're with someone then you got each other if we build our foundation strong enough to float how can we go under let lightening strike we're made of thunder take a sip from the power within put the cup down raise the pen we write to win this is a conquest not a contest a inkwell of consciousness

Nov 5

my distaste for voting season is people act like their talking to children telling them don't forget to brush their teeth asking them did they wash their hands telling them what they should do what they need to do what they have to do people act like they get paid to remind grown folk to vote who's going to know you did if they didn't see you do it

Hush It Up (Repost)

m whispering quietly~~~ trying not to waken the beast taking away, what happiness we saved, my black...ness is all I have, you might laugh but it's enough for me wouldn't want to be any other nationality, created most hated so proud of the people though we may be fading in a fleeting moment victims of unlawful and illegal occultic underhanded dealings the truths that are being revealed has reached out and killed many in hidden colors there are some who read the fine print, those who do not fear the number 13 know the underlined truth in the Amendment though I may shake a bit like an aftershock after a California earth quake trembles, my hands are steady my finger are not to nimble to quietly tap the tree, give my people dap empowering them to empower others this is how we can will and still glean