I'm patient accept when waiting for someone who say they on the way don't make me wait too long for that I get triggered I have flash backs broken hearted over dads broken promise had me believing he was coming laughed at by siblings with different fathers still got problems with past trauma I blamed mama for not knowing better I didn't know no better I acted out in school told the teacher fu** you didn't end well for my rear end too stubborn to cry held in enough tears to caused an explosion I admit I fu**ed up I admit I'm fu**ed up I don't like to be fu**ed with when I get fu**ed with I do fu**ed up sh*t excuse the poetic profanity I don't like to swear but love to cuss those who keep me waiting