I did not think I would be one of the people to save this but you need to stop being nice. Sometimes you have to show people that side of you that they dont want to see because it does not fit their needs.
You are not here to fit in. You are here to discover who you truly are. In some cases, that will require that you exercise your will and this include both the light and the dark side. Just know that I believe that there is more light inside of you than darkness and you are leading your soul to a better you.
But sometimes you really have to stop being nice.