I had a delayed response, life was throwing bullsh*t at me and for a while I just stood there and took it. I was trying to be a good person but I guess that was not just working out. I cared for the world but I had no idea what it was giving me in return.
I was a flaming phoenix, didn't even have time to let the burn let up before they doused me in flames again.
Then I stood up, stood out and then just letting things come off the top and it was not pretty. The truth of it all is that it was not supposed to be.