Dont ever think that the world is piling things on top of you. You always have to remember two things, the first is that you are enough and the second is that you are the mountain. The world is constantly looking for direction from you. There is strength even in your doubts.
How hard is this for you to believe when it looks like the only thing in front of you is limitations. There is more to the world than that and in truth there is more to you than what you touch, taste, see and hear.
Just dont give up. Its time for you to bust back and use your greatest weapon, your spirituality.