SELFISHLOVER

PAY ATTENTION

Now, Let the truth b told

If it wasn't for her

You still be nobody

Oh you thought I didn't know

You got mommie issues

Insecurities

And validating

Accomodations

These woman you date

Have to participate

In your escapade

Hot and cold You barely think

Unless it's about

YOU

Where

What

And How your importance

will prevail

Louder then your

Obvious sensitivity

To be exposed

Why should her story have to go untold

While you toy with the idea

Of Validation

"Plagiarized Copy cat"...

I know mutherfuka u

And that slow ..

U might wanna screen record

Plagiarized :

Lack of originality,

Practicing: to be the man you couldn't be

Coping

Narcissistic *TRAITS*

m...

Confirmed

Say my name the way

U would when u Fantasies

Allowing your fingers ...to slide

Down the side.. of your Thighs

Testing my eyes

Teasing my mental

Bending

Twisting

Pretending to ride

U Entice me

Limitations By sight

This strip tease I know I'm not the only

Globally

Positioning

System

Rising for the occasion

I respect your hustle

So I continue Allowing you

Doing what u do

Amused by your intentions

To lure me by persuasion

Visible contours of your blouse

Expressing transparency

Aroused

Gripping your hips

Slow winding

Being caught up In a unexpected Love song

Sharing words that don't mean

Only being "In the mood" it exist

***ing like time stood still

 With mutual friends Pretending like our

"Hello" Was the fir...

DARK PLACE

Wish this pain u caused

 Never existed Kinda like ,

Meeting you

I can't figure out if My "Hello"

Said "Please come destroy my life"

Or was it my Open mind,

To seeing the world in Abstract view

Instead of the imperfection stains

Or should I have come

With my baggage of pain

And scared you away

Like most women

who Serve they're lovers

A sweet smile

An the moment they *** up

They get tied up

Gagged

Window slit,

Burn up all ya

While the news have Eyes glued

Your name In Flashing lights

6 feet

No memories, of what was

Only shattered pieces Of

Wat will be

Treating your name like

Inny

Minnie

Mighty

Moe

Snip snip here we go

If cutting ur name in half

Would allow me Half a past & PictureNary t...

DARK PLACE

SELFISHLOVER

Understanding that changes are consistent

Not willing to mend

FROM broken to well done

Like a mathematical existence 2x 8= bait

Within 8 months Of satisfaction

And 2 months later for you to scatter my mental

Decision making

Contaminated

My imperfection Purified Under pressure for loving you

It was easy to do Time investment can be Tricky

See when we place our time into loyalty

We EXPECT a come back

The moment it doesn't come back

Is a Set Back

Anticipation can cause

Meditation of a way out

Expectations

Two headed mirror I felt like u betrayed me

Who wasn't I to be

Cuz me wasn't in your vocabulary...

Until *WE* became JUST *YOU*

The *ME* you focused Wasn't in view

Everything was about *YOU*

The WEB you weave becomes *KARMA* themed

Let's make clear for the ONEs In the ba...

YOU THOUGHT WE DIDN'T KNOW

 Y'all s be quick to cap

 Different coat from app to app

Caddy like skirt

Sneaking in DM's Thinking u safe

These *tches don't care

You a waste . .

Ok hold up....

Only thing that make you Great...

Is spending Time and Energy

For you

Never seen

Nor Had

But quick to brag

You thought u was shinnin

Worry less

Imma end ya streSS

YOU seem to love the way

My name tickle ya throat

Open wider

Imma diver

Mr Down for whatever

Don't front now Clown

When your knees built for this

Like that Getting passed

Using females like a second choice

Grab a purse

Rehearsing white lines

Like cursive spills

Swinging ya arm

THEN sucking *icks for meals

 Stitches for snitches

Who raised you?

With ashy lips

Energy Prt#1

I been here before,

 nothing's new to me congratulating my enemies

My motivation eats at your energy

Wishing you could get to me.

You and I serve a different energy spiritually.

Most people speak to be seen

My silence makes you notice me

Me an karma never been frienemiess.

And "Still I Rise" 

Your ignorance make you think 

It's some Black speech

When it's THE before n after

I'm heard without Tone

 Rhythm is my flow

.Piece of Mind

It's the BLACK in me that sets me free,

Like standing on top The highest heights

Feet at the edge ,

toes bending the ledge,

With unbending spirit to fold,

Being sold a truth from the tongues of those,

Of a dying soul

Even though my eyes Fight their visualized  Lies,

I know what I was told,

Like trying to figure out

The difference between Love and Loyalty

Separately

I have been lashed , With rolling eyes,

Foul tongues, Judging me

And still I follow my heart

Underlined

Redefined

Wolves in sheep clothing

Like a naked sheep In the meadow

Demanding peace Intellectually 

Craving to be seen blindly

Yet asking for nothing, 

And gaining something 

Anointed minds protect their peace

The BLACK in me 

Has found it's peace

Whose the teacher

How can you call her wife,

And enslave her,

How can you say i love him,

With false intentions

Why commit to forever and neither of you Feel complete

"I love you" only said thru passion

And means nothing 

Empty purpose holding promises,

Living double lives

Lying eyes

Dry tears

Yet screaming mentally

Embracing each others broken dreams

Like ,shattered glass

Using scotch tape to mend pieces

How can the seed yall planted

Gain truth,

Living in lies?

How can you say "i want better for you"

when looking in those little eyes

 When "better" never existed 

And

Toxicity and Karma have taken Head seats

"Love", faded with "Trust"

And fell for "Confusion"

That masked the illusion

With finger art

Curse words filling the air

Unhappy faces

GODS BEST

Sowed, in perfection undefined

 Reflections Purity,

perfectly ,

A woman of her stature

Hair of nappy roots,

Short,

Long or

Bushy,

A comb wont do,

Lips plump Full,

At its best,

Imagination

Seducing minds

Like, licked lips Bitting and grip

Make you wanna sigh.. Mmm,

Head held high

Knowing who she is,

Not allowing those Beneath her to fall at her feet ,

Extending her hand

Repositioning Fallen crowns

Shes a Queen but an Empress mentally

Her Value unmeasured

Her stance picture perfect

A camera Cant capture Before nor After

The way she moves, with

Each step, holds power in her stride

Her fight, untold

Who she is defines her past

Educated ,

Mrs. Self taught