Rant 9

Rant 9

Eight in a whole month

Had a goal

But froze up

One a day

But I couldn't

Show up

Disappointed myself

And those I could have touched

But instead

I was selfish

Held my passion

To myself

Something so beautiful

But I couldn't take it off the shelf

Like my mind was an antique

Or something brand new

not meant to be touched

Just look

And try to figure out

Whats underneath

The beautiful plastic wrap

A

Trap

'Cuz  once you enter

You'll find a montrosity of hidden pains

Hurt

Writing a story

Blury

To shy and boxed in

To be gory

But ready to be free

And live her glory

So you can know her story,

You see

This is just a rant

So this is all you get

Til next time

Rant 7

Open your mind
Open our mouths
We have a voice
So we need to use it
Transmit it
Deliver a message
For good
Then we should
Give the world
Something worth listening to
To uplift
Our people
The nation
Generations
We facin
Isolation
As we isolate
Our minds
From knowledge
We see
But we don’t find
See the world can be our college
Every opportunity
Is an opportunity
To learn
To grow
To earn
Wisdom
So you can know
A multitude of things
It seems
Less and less people want to
Expand themselves
They rather brand themselves
Spend all there money on possessions

LIKE ITS AN OBSESSION

Rant 5

It's like supernatural,

The way He makes me feel

He shows me

How to love

Within me lives a thrill

I keep me head up

above

The clouds

I'm destined to make

Him heard aloud

I will spread the word

Cuz His passion

Deserves to live

Through me

So my all I will give

And then more

Until I have nothing left

Because that's when I will be my strongest

At my best

On top of everything

That tried to hold me back

Past the clouds

That's where im at

Rant 4 (Music is my Bestfriend)

I remember when I first started writing
The first day I knew music was my friend
It let me smile
When myself I couldn't stand
It helped me it of situations I couldn't win
So I made music my trend
Anytime I was feeling out of my element
I made it relevant
I wouldn't let nothing affect my intelligence
So being Lyrically Aware
I became venomous
Anytime I'm feeling stressed
Depressed
Rest....less
Ill take a breath
Then...turn on the beat
bass pumps through my veins
And the words flow from my brain
Everytime the beat hits
It's like my chest explodes
And my brain overloads
My words aren't planed
Just like life isn't
Ima track every moment
See these tracks
Are just my life story
Sometimes
The message may get gory
But it's just because my life was never boring

To many thoughts to grasp a...

Rant 2 (Numb)

I’ve become so numb/

Dumb/

To reality/

Life just flying by/

A blur/

Not knowing when one thing ends and another starts up/

I was born/

Then grown/

With just a hiccup/

Over a quarter of a century/

And all I have is constant issues centering me/

Attempting to hinder me/

Sometimes they win a round or two/

Through and through/

But in the end I am victorious/

Glorious/

But still/ I’ve become so numb/

Maybe that’s how I win/

Because its become harder to hurt me/

Harder to affect me Harder for me to care/

Harder for me to be there/

In the same room with anything that matters/

Emotions I scatter/

Accidentally/

On purpose/

Emotions to me/

Is synonymous with curses/

The worst ish/

That just flourish/

And not in a good way/

Swimming i...

Questions

 Fell off
But I didn't hit the ground
Stood up
As something was trying to hold me down
Felt like contradictory
Had my mind in contradictory
Didn't no right from left
Head from toe
Me from everything else
My vision was getting blurry again
Where did I drop off at?
Where was I headed?
Who was my guide?
Was this me inside?
Should I put up a fight?
Was this new me right?
Was there even a right?
Questions had me up all night
What was going on with me?
Why couldn't I see...
Clearly?
So many questions
But it was like no one could hear me
Or
Maybe they just didn't care
Or they weren't aware
Of their surroundings
Or the hurt
The damage within my mind
The thoughts
The Feelings
That I was feeling
By choosing to keep the questions to myself
Knowing no one coul...