tired
frustrated
confused
emotions flying high
comtemplating live or die
there is so much on my plate
i cant even chew
i just want to throw up
pain
anger
disappointment
these things I've become immune to
family and friend
just dont give a damn
they dont know the ive been through
i wear a smile on my face
hoping no one takes the time to really see its a front
im waiting on my time to come
it has to
something has to give
waiting on the day when i wake up and
be ok