I'm sorry

Moving-on

 Since day one things have been rocky, you told me i should be happy you chose me, I should be lucky.We tired  to work it out, I told you i was tired of all the worries  doubt.I tried to man up and speak to you like a women, You said you didnt want to heart it, I should just accept it,If i cant you have other men who would. Time and time again i tryed to express how i was feeling, I tryed my best, this was my feelings i was revealing. 

You treated me as if i was invinsible, In return making my life miserable. It seem like your goal was to bring me down, making me feel like a clown. I was the last to know you cheated on me, I gave you all of me no matter how many people didnt agree. In the beginning i was captured by your stare, Now im shatterd and you dont care.

I can't explain, lastnight i saw the fireworks, the kind of pain that never hurts, the one you hate to love thats made for you. There ain't nothing you can do to make me stay with you, ...

Imagination

 Take a moment sit back and close your eyes,

Give me your hands, So i can place  them on my thights.

Can you feel that? Mmmm such a warm soft touch,

Just let me know if this is way to much.

Keep your eye's closed don't say a word,

Your emotions are running deep, making

your words end in such slurred speech.

Relax, Sit still, don't worry about all the emotions you feel,

Just let me take charge baby, You already know the deal.

Run your hands slowly up and down, Dont be shy baby

no not now. Let my body be your very own canvas,

Take it, Control it, like you were an artist.

Are you enjoying this? Wanting, needing, aching to be kissed,

Your body, Your hands wanting to do more, but not sure if you can 

handle this.

Take a moment, take a deep breath, Shh relax baby i can do the rest.

Our bodies gliding, sliding, winding, grinding, Intertwined like...

Romancing Visions

 It's a matter of visions, yours and mine,

Ennobled and enabled to rise and rhyme.

Synthesizing and energizing, not colliding, male and female, shapes and shades-expression

of differences, not encumbrabces. Avoiding tracks of discord, rising on the road to ascension,

lifted by the embracing ecstasy of our communions.

Inflections and reflections of our accents shoved us into the abyss of sad dissents.

Rise and be mine forever and ever.

Float on emotions, never to sever the sweet symbiosis of our symphonies.

Come close, join true lovers' companies.

Riding, rising,rocking,infusing love of life,

transfusing precious plasma in a flood of life.

Come again, so we can delight and unite.

i give up my right and reason to fight.

Connecting, curling, caressing our unbilical cords.

Pouring balm on neglected sores of evangelical swords.

Comp...

His Beauty

 How beautiful can one man be, Gently touching my skin as he lay firmly next to me.

He whispers to me with such unmistaken grace" You know i'd do anything for you, To put a smile on your face".

The warmth of his body sends tremors down my back, What more could you ask for, From a strong black man like that.

He's not a doctor or lawer or anything like that, Just a simple man, with simple thoughts, I really dig that.

He defines himself as a " One women man" , Doing all that he needs to keep this beauty in his hands.

I take a moment and honestly wonder, Could this be the perfect man? " There's no such thing as a perfect man" he whisphers to me, Still holding my hips as he lay directly behind me. 

"I am not a prince or a king, Being here with you at this very moment in time means everything"

I turn to see that his eye's were focused on me, I can fill the deep emotions he was displaying to me.

He layed his head ...

I'm sorry

 if i could right the wrong's that made you cry, Would you promise not to say good-night? Cause i'm holding on with the love so strong and i can't take the day without you by my side. But if i could change, if i could change your mind, Maybe you could help me wipe these tears from my eyes.....I can't face another day without your smile, See i can't belong, and i wont be free, if i fail to bring your lovin back to me. So i'm pressing on, I hope you understand there's a broken heart that lies within your hands. So if i could change and it wont hurt your pride maybe you can help me stop these tears from my cries. Just think of what our love could be if our hearts set us free....

A friends crush

 Those days are gone, And i want you so much, The night is long and i need your touch. Don't know what to say, I never meant to feel this way, I don't want to be alone tonight.....Each time i hear your voice i start to tremble, Brings back the child that i resemble. I want to say this right and it has to be tonight. I cannot pretend that we can still be friends, Don't want to be alone tonight..What can i do to make you mine? Fallen so hard, So fast this time, Everythings changed we never knew, How did i fall in love with you?. I don't want to live this life, Don't want to say goodbye, With you i want to spend the rest of my life.

You and I

 As you walked into this old forgotten hall, And just when looking i began to fall.

I wish i could frame you and this feeling on the wall, To stare at till there is no time, No time at all.

From a distance i watched as the flowers brush your cheek, As you read the words i wrote i couldnt even speak.

But now i lay here broken heart and blistered feet as you're spinning round my mind, Even right now as i speak.

I can tell every breath that you're breathing, I can feel it the thoughts that your thinking.

We can talk til a thousand years have gone by my  love just you and I.