I watch her pour 8 ounces of elixir
I would give anything to fix her
Though I try she screams from inside
“LET ME DIEâ€
But why, why should I let you die?
Why should I step aside while you rot inside?
Pickling and fermenting your sick mind
Pouring the life out of you sickening mine
Still you unscrew and remind and whine
Pouring cussing and slurring all the time
Save you I try but still you want to die and I
Need you to tell me why you are still alive
Why have you not died though you’ve tried?
All of the countless sleepless nights
All the fights Bright flashing lights
Black and whites Sleepless nights
Still you wake like nothing happened
As if it should be forgotten just to be repeated
Rehashed and reheated like it could be deleted
Bottomless is your pit There is nothing to hit
In you there’s no quit till your box is pine
I’m drained like the empty bottles I find
That you leave behind
Others have turned their backs to you
I’m still facing you and your demons too
There is no end to your begin
You always win in the end
I smell your rotting Decaying thoughts
I sometimes wish there was a stop to your heart
I don’t sleep I dose it’s hard to keep both eyes closed
Where is your bottom I give up Just Die?
I just lied the truth is just to keep you alive I'm dying inside