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What happens when I lose my mind? What happens when this rave of darkened emotions consumes me utterly? What happens when I no longer feel love and my lips utters nothing but hate? 　 What happens when I desire that He who created me himself, Come down and touchth I, So I can see the beauty that I keep writing about and never get to see? What happens when I sink so low to a point where, The devil has nothing in store but pity for me? 　 What happens when this ink no longer encourages hope faith and love, But teaches anger destruction and hate? Leads lost souls further away from the truth and fill their head with deceptions and give them only pain? What happens when I start thinking that nor heaven or hell wants my soul, Am stranded hopelessly along the line with no place to call home? 　 What happens when I start feeling like am the reject of the universe, When I start feeling like am the odd one on the inside, I just don’t fit in, 　 What happens when you find out you been trying to save a zombie, And what you bee thinking is killing me, Has merely been murdering what has been long gone, Killing the dead? 　 What happens when you wake up from the dream you call a life, Yo face this reality I know as a nightmare, And the fantasies in your head are taken by force, Like a nine year old girl being forced to open her legs wide, As she is dazed by confusion as to why? 　 What happens when I start shedding tears with my eyes and my ink runs out? My thoughts become suicidal and I can no longer weep a cry or help? I die, I die a death so slow and painful, Feels like am being torn to a million pieces, 　 What happens when I endure suffering beyond redemption, What happens when dawn breaks the silence of night time, What happens when I smile and sorrow is no more? Hell plunders and Heaven happens
