I was told that i have a brain tumour.
Headaches and weakness, agony and pain.I was told i have a brain tumour.Knowing my condition, seeding double vision, with a bats vision...im afraid of the light.Figuritevly and literaly, i don't want to die.I can't realy do much and every movement is the equilivent of a nuclear explosion...in my head.I was told that i have brain tumour.Bed ridden with no plug to pull, so i started to type.In a room of complete darkness, typing squinted because seeing hurts.Life..balanced on a tight rope..because it iz what it iz..I was told that i have a brain tumour..but thats just how life iz.
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2b2b2 says: Deep share....prayers of comfort.....ONE |
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Number3 says: Thanx for support |
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