I Quit

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life

 Having to handle the woman & man work
hard labor
Fake smiles &kissin
Handle da business
Accomplish da missions...
Dismiss da fog in your vision
You Have to keep goin...
Im only Human
But my expectations are somewhat unreachable
Most certainly unrealistic...
In da midst of public transactions,
All I wanna do is cry sometimes
Waitin for the cashier standin in line
I just wanna run away & hide
Sometimes
In da midsts of the most Professional inhumane days
I realize im closer to insainity than sane
I just wanna, go outside in the rain
When nobody else thinks it makes sense
I just wanna pretend that everyone forgot I exist....
Maybe im facing the reality that they did....
Often I just wanna break down
& submit....
I dont know What the hell im doin
I admit....
I just know that What I want Ive yet to get....
Nothing with the title ever seemed to be legit...
I'll pick it up where I left it one day....
But for now
I ***in quit....