im wondering what happened to us.
what happened to our trust.is it there and im just blabering too much.or has it evaporated and went sky high into the clouds.i wonder...you were my first love and because of that i can't forget you.but eventualy ima have to...since you moved out.the house has been kinda lonely.and i owe it to myself for letting you go.you wont understand that it was a mistake and im growing and maturing.trying to be more of a man for you.i wonder...if you know that i love you...even if you dont say it back.you dont have to...when i think of you i get writers block.in other times i wana scream out...in bold letters and caps lock.but you never would listen...i wonder...about what happened to the gold bracelet and necklace that i gave you...on valentines...a hearts on each, if i could i'd give my own.leaving me heartless.a frankenstein of your love.im forever indepted to wish you happyness.without having your hand to hold onto..im falling..i wonder what ima do without you...