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Probaly wondering why im not angry when you leave in the middle of the day while im working to hang with your fam.
Im not mad im pissed their is a direct difference with the feelings believe me, im not your mother I know, but when I walk in from getting off in the middle of the night like I always do, I expect to see a face. My love, I was even willing to get bothered for you
But off you go when I call you telling me you dont know if your coming home. You off and in the middle of the night, not home; saying you dont care.
How disrespectful, how hurtful, do you really understand what marriage is man?
Probaly not everyone says we got married too soon anyways, plus what do I know. I probaly the type whos working all the time.
But thats beside the point I want to know, what possesed you to hurt me. What did I mention in the beginning?
Right you probaly dont recall. How other dude decided to treat me disrepectfully and I sat there like an idiot waiting and doing what I could to please.
Well be happy to know this isnt going to happen with you. I told you no bull...and I meant it.
But awaiting for the truth, I have all these questions.
are you cheating?
are you happy?
and most importantly why do I care?
Why do I want to endure being with you when you obviously dont care anymore, easy im a sucker for punishment. Im stupid and sad and just want to find love and unfortionatly I found it with you. im in so deep that I didnt even relize I was repeating myself.
im stupid and I pleage to be stupid, I pleage to be the person I will hate and dwell on with my uninteresting life to make you happy because of my stupidity.
I love you, truly I do and what frustrates me the most is im really an imbicile for falling for someone
someone like you.....
