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Why...do i love u?
Can't belong to u
Cant say your heart is the dictator of my world
Deserted in a whirlwind of gratitude with no one to show it to
Thats it..I hate u.
What was it I did?
Anything I said?
Too short, too shy, bland
Eyes didn't hold enough passion, my caramel surface wasn't soft enough 4 u to hold,
*** that, I'm the freshest thing God created since He conceived Eve,
Or maybe not.
I'm the lint scattered on the rug of your memories...
Giving a damn was beyond your control.
What's the problem?
Disease in need of quarantine is not my definition
Owed more than a long handle spoon from obligation's kitchen
I'm not your jumpoff, dont keep me at a distance
Embrace me so i can function
Are u afraid you'll love me too?
Afraid you can't get through the day without my touch?
That's coo cause I just realized,
I am the spitting image of u.
Sprinting from the grips of attraction and gentle whispers of intimacy
Taunting ways of trust, refusing to smash into the breakup.
They say girls fall for guys just like their fathers
Love can't be that cruel to me.
Yet I stand on the edge, ready and willing...
To jump into the arms of forgiveness and start over
Persevere and awaken the dead traces of our past
Cause J. Holiday's words resound in my head
"I wanna go back to the way it was
Why cant we go back to the way it was?"
Together we can make it okay, i say
My tears or open wounds cascade down this page
Effort and an apology is all that matters
Even tho I kno u wont bother
I deserve the title...of your daughter.
