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Resentment

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  I write to tell a story-to paint a portrait of myself

Reality is hard.

I keep from torturing myself..by language-art expression

Therapy’s too costly to shead the pain that I’m expressing

My brain’s filled with depression

With no place to release

In constant battle with a spouse who always force me to retreat

I daily swallow pride, but the portion that I eat

Only fills me with resentment

Down-time leads me to thoughts of a questionable commitment

On a quest I seek fulfillment,

Look to a day that will be different

I always feel alone, but beside me stands a person

And love was once a pleasure but it’s turning into burden

Hoping there’s a cure so that the problem will not worsen

Because the joy is slowly fading

I want the sun to shine on us with something that’s ablazing (madeupword! :)

The scriptures in the Bible say that love is something patient

So I maintain strength for both us with hopes that we can make it

In hopes that there’ll be empathy, compassion, something sacred

I see it all unfold as if I’m trapped inside the matrix

But the ’s too complicated

Wish we could go back to something basic

But we haven't

Holding it all in until it seeps from all my pores

Resentment i have stored....and stored

Walk into my house, you'll feel the tension through the door

Resentment from the ceilling to the floor---I want to leave it

But until both of us admit the problem , this will never be defeated

Resentment

 

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ms.poeticpassion says:

Love this.......I love the way you ended it. Wow! I understand. Good work

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paulaskid says:

Love It!

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