#1 Addict

Change

It's funny how things change
But amongst your heart, still remain the same
Years spent, Love given, promises made
None of them kept...feelings and emotions tested
Time invested
Tired of hanging on, can't take no more;
When is it time to move on?

What happened to the things we talked about?
My reassurance now clouded with what if's and doubt
what’s the use in me staying?
Can't figure out the rules to this game you're playing...
Thoughts of losing you consume and cloud my brain
Is there something that I'm missing?
What has changed?

I love the way you make me feel, nothing compares to your touch
You have what I need; I haven’t found it in anyone else
You took me high when I was low
You comforted me when I had nowhere to go
You’ve got a hold on me, feeling at times confused
Not knowing what to do, afraid ...

With All Due Respect

With all due respect…
I like to get some thing off my chest
Things causing a bottleneck in my throat
My heart… it’s getting choked
In the hurt and pain
Waiting for.... These things we don’t share…
My Fires’ dying
See I’ve been crying
I’ve sat back and thought about your question…
And.....
              “What I have done for you lately”
Equates to…
Catering to you when you’re sick
Buying you cards
All types of gifts
Making sure your family can reach out and touch you by cell phone
All that gas I wasted cause I couldn’t catch you at home
The numerous times I asked you to go out with me to dine
Time after time after time after time

With all due respect…
I had to regress from family and friends
On the o...

#1 Addict

I need it right now!
Today! Right this minute.
I need it pumping through my veins
I wanna put my nose in it
pursuing my ultimate intention to be high as hell on cloud nine when I finish
training my mind to be intellectual enough to know that there is no limit
when it comes down to this intriguing high dat makes me forget how to begin n' finish a complete sentence.
If I do not get this sensation soon I'ma go insane trying to get access
to the same
thrill that makes me forget how to pronounce my own entitled name.
My mind and body are now one in the same,
longing for dat luscious sexual pain
to take an expedition right through my veins.
because his love has me thinking and believing that I'm on crack cocaine.