As I close my eyes and listen to my heart
I realize that Loving is giving , but in love falls forgiveness , forgiving the heart for all it's past mistakes
So it can appreciate the present
just like the freedom to breathe.
Baby I call you my poetry , my addiction
For life without you just wouldn't make sense
from my point of view in my life I see you as my poetry
I see our hearts conversating with the different emotions that we're feeling
I write what I feel and what you feel and combine it together to make one feeling that generates thoughts and creates common emotions between us
I believe that trust is in the core of every soul
So with a love like this I believe that you won't let me down.
The way you leave me smiling
I'm surrounded by happiness
Who would have thought that happiness could no longer be a dream..
Kilay
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