Sometimes I wanna cry
But my pride won't let me
Hold back my feelings, selfishly
Like nothing effects
Like either im all alone in this world and its jest me
OR nobody in this world gets me
Is that jest me?
Or do other dudes think like this
Perpetuate the myth
That all men are emotinaless.
See I was raised by a motherwho said it was cool to shed a tear
But I was trying to be the man of the house
Couldn't let her abusive spouse know there was ever fear
Not over here
I DON'T SCARE
And I can't be hurt by someone hurting someone I love
Because.......
.I DON'T CARE
This been me eversince 3
Never weak
Never showed or exposed any vulnerabilities
Like when I went thru this and that with ......
such and such
I had to toughen up
And Illustrate I was tough enough.......
Act like I wasn't crushed
But I was
But because people don't see me on my knees
Calling out GOD'S name
They think because I DON'T cry
That I feel no pain......