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Just want to be happy

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life

My biggest fear is to not b fully happy

I've had it all

But my hearts a bit shabby

Love is blind but minimal effort is crappy

And all I really want is to just be happy

My happiness consist of unconditional love

Appointed from the man above

Butterfly feeling and as soft as a dove

One who knows my inner thoughts

Insinuates my feelings

And protects me with strength and love

My physical n mental spirit has been used like a glove

So all I want is to be happy

Smothered tight n snugged

Always first

No persuasions

Felt with a strong sensation

N always n obligation

If I can't have attention

Don't creep n the kitchen

I'm valuable wether he knows it or not

I'm valuable wether he shows it or not

The price of this tea n china is more expensive then wine in a fine diner

So love me with ur best bc I got u more than the rest

Ul b sinking but we good cuz baby I'm ur life vest

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OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY K_harismaSpeaks

Heart Status

Demented

Derailed

Destroyed

Detest

Dark and gloomy

No bright progress

This phase got me traped

Mazed

Raised to praise

So my light shall be saved

Restored

Reordered

Regressed

Back n forth

I wanna go right

But chose to be left

Peace and Rest

The feeling is deceased

No peace

No heart eased

Slow paced

Emotions released

Squeezed tight

Cant even breathe

No peace

No sleep

No late night creeps

Just to get my mind relieved

Just stress

Which works me the best

All I want is peace and rest!

It is what it is

It is what it is and the way it will be

No time for games or the lames

I just gotta be me

Far from gone but calmer in the sea

Cooling in the breeze blowing palms trees

Life in happiness peace at ease

Love is kind

Learned lessons succeed

I work hard to get what I want

A pray to God to get what I need

I focus hard on my goal

My ambition gets relieved

It is what it is and I am the way I am

It is what it is I am my only true friend

Bonding

Something strange and unusual

Just run threw my head

So strange and unusual

I want to be put to bed

So far but close

Gone but here

Forgotten but always remembered

Not to fear

Keep calm

Keep straight

Follow the path

Keep faith

Keep hope

Make life longly last

Focus

Be patient

Only time will tell

Be humble

Be kind

Get to know me

My mind

Love hard

Go deep

Il be ur freak

Explore my mental

Brain walls in all

Be gentle in my mental

Penetrate til it's gone

Hold me tight and never let go

Let's make it last

In let's grow!

Alone

We were peas n a pod

Buddies a strong bond

Heart got involved

In too deep

This equation couldn't be solved

I expressed my heart

My body my soul

But u let it slip through the cracks

A future that went untold

It hurts me hard

It hurts me deep

Sinking in the bottom of the coral ocean with grief

I cant believe i lost you to swamp meat

You had a dream

But I wasn't down wit the team

So opposites attracted

Subtracted multiplied and divided

On a what coulda been basis

The lies smothered me

The heart aches dug my grave

I almost was a victim to suicide

But Jesus always saves

Silly rabbit this trick ain't having ya kids

Because ur a silly rabbit

My mental gets first dibs

I can admit I fallen

But I'm proud to say I got up

Try me once try me twice

But I will never give up

So I'm learning to love myself all ove...

10 lines!

Don't wanna live n a house where you gotta hide your things like a mouse

The cats bag makes u sad

N everything you can't find you wish u had

Where thiefs protect theifs

N ur emotional ship continues to sink

Eyes extra pink

Going around like a ice rink

It takes a whole to hold

Drop down bc it's to cold

So let my life unfold n think of my happy memories as something old!

Confusion

My actions my choices all blow up in my face

My wisdom reciprocates the opposite

And my nieve ness takes 1st place

Such an unwanted visitor

That's not worth the chase

Tryna keep my mind in tack

But it wonders like a kid

So not safe

I hate myself at times because the actions I chose

My choice seems like I'm a winner

But I continue to lose

I don't know what life has In stored for me

I can't figure out why

The more n more I pray to god the more I feel even distant from the sky

Like job I'm a fighter and il never give up

The devil thinks he got me

But he's the one wit bad luck

My heart will always remain true

To the one and true god I serve

So devil u can try all u want

Because I will conquer my happiness on earth

I can't do it alone

But when I feel all by myself it's not me there it's god

Because he's my master he don't need no body else

Confinement

I fallen n a well

a well made for myself

Trapped at the door guarded by my fears,insecurities, doubts and disbelief

Locked tight in grief

Mourning all thru the morning

With no where to escape

Fell in love with selfishness

His darkness covered the light in my joy

Deceived as man

But merely a confused boy

Who would rather me not confide n others

To once again deprive my joy

I gave it up I gave it all

I loved hard wit a black heart colored it all

Selfishness wanted me to himself

But i had to deal wit everyone else

Traped n my inner well

Wit no one to tell

No open expressions

Just straight cut throat confessions

I will nvr again be selfishness's possession

So he can dead the obsession

Bc I will always be loved

No Question

Not even realizing the key is n me

So I gotta be

Myself n face the selfish enemy face to face

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