Life's isn't always what it seems and people arent always who they say they are.
There she is, top of the merit list labled with a star.But that was months ago, before she started hanging with her new "friends".Making way through unchartterd area she stepped into dead ends.Sowed seeds that in maturity level they would be fruitless.A daddy's girl to some but she's way less.My heart aches as she keeps on making the same mistakes.Pleasing her friends over and over again with whatever it takes.Partys she never arrived, now she go to school sleep derived.Eye bags and pale skin, must be the stuff she sniffing.In the toilet seats during recess, as there's white snowflakes on her nose and her plastic surgery chest.A drug fiend and an addict to attention.Did i forget to mention, she broke a vow leading to tearing her haymen.When confronted she said she'd do it with any man.Tipsy but still aware, she was was led upstairs...Sshhh, its a conspiracy...no-one knows what happened up there.But she knows, haunted of memories worthy of shedding a tear.. for what? popularity without true friends.She broke it off with her primary school mates as they weren't "cool" for her crew.But inside she knew, the ones she rolled with wudn't be there..at ten o'clock at night by her side wiping away the tears, producing smiles but thats not what she's after.She's lost her essence and the joy in her laughter.Don't know how long she'll last as she trys to speak out.A silent cry worrying and in doubt.Speaking out only leads to getting kicked out, which she can't afford to do.But pull her out if u can, she might be..indirectly, reaching out to you.A sweet girl I once knew.