I fallen n a well
a well made for myselfTrapped at the door guarded by my fears,insecurities, doubts and disbeliefLocked tight in griefMourning all thru the morningWith no where to escape Fell in love with selfishness His darkness covered the light in my joyDeceived as manBut merely a confused boyWho would rather me not confide n othersTo once again deprive my joyI gave it up I gave it allI loved hard wit a black heart colored it all Selfishness wanted me to himselfBut i had to deal wit everyone elseTraped n my inner well Wit no one to tell No open expressions Just straight cut throat confessionsI will nvr again be selfishness's possessionSo he can dead the obsessionBc I will always be lovedNo Question Not even realizing the key is n meSo I gotta beMyself n face the selfish enemy face to faceHeart to heart change the game from the start
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2b2b2 says: Great Write on being set free....thanks for sharing.....ONE |
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ConfinementI fallen n a well a well made for myselfTrapped at the door guarded by my fears,insecurities, doubts and disbeliefLocked tight in griefMourning all thru the morningWith no where to escape Fell in love with selfishness His darkness covered the light in my joyDeceived as manBut merely a confused boyWho would rather me not confide n othersTo once again deprive my joyI gave it up I gave it allI loved hard wit a black heart colored it all Selfishness wanted me to himselfBut i had to deal wit everyone elseTraped n my inner well Wit no one to tell No open expressions Just straight cut throat confessionsI will nvr again be selfishness's possessionSo he can dead the obsessionBc I will always be lovedNo Question Not even realizing the key is n meSo I gotta beMyself n face the selfish enemy face to faceH... |
Just want to be happyMy biggest fear is to not b fully happy I've had it all
But my heart... |
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