I can type away until the keyboard break
speak until my voice fades
write until the eraser is all that’s left
still I want reach the point
mind of a poet trying to express things so
I wrote it and I spoke it
Screaming and letting tears mess up the ink on the paper
Man I don’t think yall feel what im saying
When you realize you thinking about the times
Oh how you wish you can rewind
Ashamed to admit its you
So you talk in third person
People feeling your pain
But you act like its not hurting
Wanting to close the curtaining
Change the subject new purpose
You smile but your cries cant wait to hit the pillow
People wanna laugh so they come around so you entertaining so they want know
Whats the reason to talk about what they want understand
So that’s when I grab my pen, type, or whisper within
And that’s why I grin knowing I got paper she my bestfriend
Taking pictures beside skinny girls wishing I could look like her
But would I be me
Naw prolly just someone that love to show there body
be a hoe cause all the boys will like me
But yall don’t hear me tho
So I grab my paper and pen just writing me and my bestfriend
Thinking I didn’t know I was going get like this
I mean Im really doing it big
Compared to house to house
Man I cant believe I got my own couch
And a car I didn’t think I can get this far
My dreams and goals wouldn’t let me see it
I was just hoping the people was going let me stay long as I needed
Making 7.25 a hr so I can have newports and the things they needed
But I can believe it now
If I cut my self I know Im scream ouch
So I hope you hear me now
I just wanted you to see how I feel
I can type away until the keyboard break
speak until my voice fades
write until the eraser is all that’s left
even when I take my last breath
yall will continue to read about how Taurie felt….