love vs fear

no pain in love

There is no pain in love

They don’t even have letters the same

I love him

And my past caused the pain

Make me jump if he scream

And run if he says he is falling for me

Do you see when pain is the cause of me

To be scared

To be feared

To be cured….would that be able to happened

When love and pain seems to mean the same to me

But love and pain don’t even have letters the same

So can someone tell me where I messed up…

Trying to compare Pain to love 

L.O.V.E

L.O.V.EI want to breathe you

Speak you into existence

Feel you in my presence

L.O.V.E

I want to define you

Confide in you

Be apart of the words in you

L.O.V.E

Touch me

Be the voice I I let out

Be with me not without

L.O.V.E

Loyal to me

Over the hurt im now happy

Verbally make me know its in me

Everywhere love is im there

L.O.V.E

Let me be the line that spells you

Let me be L.O.V.E

Because I love you and all I would like to do is met you

L.O.V.E  

I Cant

I can’t see you being without me

Like me being without me

It’s deep as the ocean sea

See deep into my eyes

Sparks you can find

Searching for the wrong thing

I am who you need to be inside

Heart pace same pace

And I

Can’t see you feeling someone besides me

But if you do I shall feel damaged

No goods just plain corrupted

I want you to not touch’

No other

But me I want you to feel the same love

I will fight a battle field

Even if it’s empty

Because your heart may be empty

But im willing to repair

Don’t be scared

But be aware the winds blowing and my heart is hanging on a clothes line

For I may not be able to take anymore waste of time

But yet and still

You being with or without someone besides me

I can’t see

Im blind to the fact baby

Win his love

Fighting for 1st place

I don’t like to run but I shall race

Anyone in my way

Cause I love the way you do what you do

Im so into you

But I feel like you looking for a clue

Who is she really?

What’s her intentions from a dude ?

When her mind running is my face in a frame?

Why nobody know this girl when I say her name?

Am I a victim of her game?

No way would I do you the way karma did me

I don’t want to be the girl you just meet

I wanna be the best you had

Make you cry cause you love me so bad

The only one you want to have

Hold and beyond measure…

Let a love story unfold only if it would…

It would be my pleasure

Butterflys , that feeling in me

That stomach pain you want to go away
Only if he comes through your door way
Huffing and puffing as if he will appear
From air waves your breathing causes him to come near
I fear that im attached
Addicted to the mystery of a man
That doesn’t give me a challenge
Of what I want but what I need
Supposedly
But im scared to see the winning prize
Will it be his eyes that attracted me
Or will he be the one to make me cry
Sink into depression screaming why oh why
Im scared of the chemistry coming from you and I

He is the investigator

Open my legs up he is the investigator
My operator no gas machine
He gives his breath to me
I feel I have to pee
I think I squeeze
I spit all over the master piece
Its tingling im weak
He eats away everything
He takes all my energy
Places his pole in my treasure
I think we should have measured it
Cause I cant handle the long weapon
And I scream im in heaven
Excuse my metaphor
But he tugs away my war
Between my legs for it was hurting
Throbbing it was so sore
Flood gates
I declare
i let him open them up
And boy I tell you he went to work
Biting
Teasing
Kissing between
Thighs and
Lips
Asking me who’s is this
He punishes me cause I refuse to tell…
He is my investigator he trying to take all my water out my well
 

Seasonal love

Trees blow from the wind
And the wind keeps whistling
Sweet sound I love to hear
Moment that I wish I can retouch
Rewind the rain that was pouring outside
My window when I feel in love with my new man
That loved me like no one can
Or could blinded by his good wood
Cause after the rain
That sun comes out
I should’ve known it would

When the sun blinding I cant see
But everyone see my smile
The beauty outside of me
Because it’s hot I gotta show a little skin
Put on some shades to hide anything my eyes can tell
I know the feeling all to well
Because spring just broke up with me
Getting all the new digits
New men with nice intentions
On a mission to find my autumn love
Cause summer got to many for me to choose I get confused….

when its dark and leaves slide across the pavement
I think of things to brigh...

THAT FEELING

If you press the button for the bomb to explode you can’t stop it

He is like a rocket get heat flashes when we in the same room together

Not able to control my eyes from wondering

Heart from racing uncontrollably

Wanting him so exclusively

I know he is the one for me

Even if I aint wont to he makes me clog up the sink

All over the floors he makes me so weak

Making me release things out my mouth that shouldn’t come out

Screaming and scratching I can’t seem to figure it out

That feeling

He is giving everything no one else was able to do

So my question to myself is what am I to do

When he stares at me I try to ignore

I feel as though im naked in front of a big crowd

While my heart pound

And I know if he touches me ima just pass out

How could this happened

As I writing I think its just some type of magic

When he k...

Forever is not enough

Forever aint enough

If I show you all my love

What will happened

The energy between us would be too much

We give each other all our love

Because…

One day we will be underground

And the feelings we had once

Are gone now

But I want it to be forever

The kiss to last longer than time matters

Hug me so tight we become one

Stuck into each other body

Feeling the love we have

Over powering

Day dreams once are now reality

Scared to see that forever is not true

I just want us to be an item forever

Maybe we can leave something in a secret spot together

And as long as our treasure are there

We have a piece of us together

Tears fall as i want it forever

But its the way life was set up before we were born

I know if we were Adam and Eve

We wouldn’t have dare ate off the tree

Knowi...

to my future love

 To the love that I love so much

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