How many times did I feel asleep happily,
Imagining you were laying next to me?
......
God knows.
God knows how much I loved you,
How much you meant to me
But, ....
How can I live like this,
When your love has made me hate the world, .....
At first our "addiction" was so sweet and had something so pure to way that we craved for each other's love
But things changed and the silent distance caused me to flea
There are no more beautiful skies of stars for us left to see.
Your part of my heart is shattered like a rock smashing a car windshield
My everyday vibes used to be smooth but now our love
Has turned it completely around
My love , they say be careful what you say 'cause once words are given
they can only be forgiven and not forgotten but..
Baby this just can't be kept closed up anymore ....
I've been told that "hate" is never conquered by hate.
That , Hate is conquered by love...
And, I used to hate not seeing you
Hated not hearing your voice
Hated how much I miss you
Until I hated hating all these things
And then I ..
I found it....
I found a love that made me hate loving you
That made me hate the hatred
Until I finally fell in_love
With this knew found love
I could never write about him
Cause he was exactly the poem I wanted to write
He made me learn to get in touch with the silence within myself.
Just know that .. I loved the laughs that we shared
The dreams that we had
But those dreams have now changed
So as I say my last goodbye
I wish that you know
My dear that I love you
But I can't seem to love you anymore
Signed Kilay