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I had a dream.....
A dream of hatred, violence, and things I would never do.
All this came about because of you.
I had a dream...
A dream of screams, lonely scenes, and hurt!
You left me and now I`m all alone.
What am I to do?
Take a walk and have a talk with myself?
That would be the reasonable thing to do.
I had a dream...
Tears running down my face.
Hair in a ponytail, on my knees, sweat pants on, white t-shirt,socks ~ no shpes, and a GUN within my hand.
Breathing rapidly as if Im running.
Silence surrounds me.
"STOP! STOP! STOP!"
"Dont do it!"
My inner voice is talking to me.
I look around as if there is someone standing behind me.
No one or nothing I see.
Gun fall to the ground.
Am I dreaming or is this real?
All of a sudden I awaken;
Wipe the sweat from my face.
Hold myself in my own embrace.
Hand over my chest trying to slow down.
the beating of my heart.
~exhale slowly~
Thank you Lord I,
M still here.
Why do I feel fear?
Lord I just need someone here.
to catch each and every tear.
I had a dream.....
A dream of hatred and violence.
A dream of screams, lpnely scenes, and HURT.
Why oh why Lord did I dream of such dirt?
