let me go back to the day
when everything was good, life was filled w. love and play
days that seem to be long gone
no warmth in the heart, what the f**k went wrong?
now mama never told me this world would be easy
troubling times would come and please believe me
im far from naïve, just questioning my judgement
days filled with lost hope
forgotten words that my father once spoke
spit those rhymes, snort those lines
all for that one high, is that a crime
to ant what you cant have
and always going down the wrong path
cause that light shined too d*mn hard
the devil on your shoulder said go to that forbidden part
then God kept saying, "my child, my child..."
you neglected and kept on toward that sh*tt pile
but you still don't wanna be left out
once those golden gates close, awaits eternity filled with doubts
I know it very well
that person above is me, cant you tell
with all my pride, here ik stand
full of shame and blood on my hands
pen hitting paper, Lord fnd me later
and hang up my sins on your perfect hanger
open your arms then just let me stay
never let me walk alone and don't let me stay this way
my journey has had some storms
no forecast, I surely wasn't warned
in the beginning
you made this day
fpr when I would finally just stop to pray
so please hear my need
and accept me
a sinners creed.