My actions my choices all blow up in my face
My wisdom reciprocates the oppositeAnd my nieve ness takes 1st place Such an unwanted visitor That's not worth the chaseTryna keep my mind in tack But it wonders like a kidSo not safeI hate myself at times because the actions I choseMy choice seems like I'm a winnerBut I continue to loseI don't know what life has In stored for meI can't figure out whyThe more n more I pray to god the more I feel even distant from the skyLike job I'm a fighter and il never give upThe devil thinks he got meBut he's the one wit bad luckMy heart will always remain trueTo the one and true god I serve So devil u can try all u want Because I will conquer my happiness on earthI can't do it alone But when I feel all by myself it's not me there it's god Because he's my master he don't need no body elseSo thank you god for all the love Unconditionally you giveMy life could be much worseBut it's you that carries me So my life isn't a curseMy one true only friendAlter my life change my viewsI know this is temporary I'm not gonna always be confused!