Breathless she cries.
As all hope is gone, for
The pain is now no longer bearable
For Countless times she had tried,
To forget about it.
She tries to move on.
But every night when she closes her eyes.
These nightmares return.
She fails to understand, so she comforts herself with lies.
But it doesn't change much as,
These blurred images appear
And reappear.
She convinces herself
That these cuts on her wrists will
Ease the pain her heart feels
But can the blood and tears from this innocent life really make all the pain disappear?
Breathless she cries
For every second these blurred images return.
She falls apart as
Dreams become broken
And goals become mere thoughts of what could have been.
Breathless she cries
As life itself is no longer a reason to live.
She feels it at night,
As faith becomes something in which she can no longer trust
She feels it in the morning.
As hope is something in which she can now no longer believe in.
In these nightmare she lives
Breathless
As she cries herself to sleep.
~Kilay~