A tear comes to me
When you cross my mind
I still cry sometimes at night
Not knowing how to feel
As nothing seems right
I still think about you
Every day and every night
I remember when our love was still
new
When a gentle smile centered my face
When I knew that your heart was my new found place
And I felt a tickle in my heart
I never thought that we'd be apart
A tear comes to me
When you cross my mind
I still cry sometimes at night
Not knowing how to feel
When absolutely nothing seems right
I still think about you
Every day and every night
Yes I pushed you away
But with hopes that maybe you might just stay
With feelings towards you
I'm drowning in my affection
Will you open your eyes
And show my heart appreciation
A tear comes to me
When you cross my mind
I still cry sometimes at night
Not knowing how to feel
'Cause absolutely nothing seems right
I still think about you
Every day and every night
Do I have true possession of your heart
When all that I possess
Is mere cravings I have for you
Several days when my heart longs for you
When I cry for the love that came from you
A tear still comes to me
When you cross my mind
I still cry sometimes at night
I don't know how to feel
As nothing seems right
I still think about you
Every day and every night
I feel I've needed you
since the beginning of time
on my way to wisdom I ask,
will you ever be mine?
this time i'm really confused
What should i do
When i have this fear of never being emotionally satisfied
i can't find stable happiness,
i've tried and tried
this isn't easy,
i'm the butt of my own joke
i want some affection
Is this really all I hope
A tear comes to me
When you cross my mind
I still cry sometimes at night
I don't know how to feel
As nothing seems right
I still think about you
Every day and every night
~Kilay~