faslse reality

faslse reality

There's a man that's on my mind
I run from the good ones everytime
What does he see in me he must be blind
Falling in love is never smart
He's not looking to be quick
I can see his heart
Refuse to be the rebound chick
Sitting up at night imagining our first date
Visualizing cloud nine
How does he have me in this goofy state
Never feeds me bull lines
But I'm not the one to stay
If I love you I commit a crime
Won't be long before I push him away
This is when I begin to drink my wine
Disabling my capability to think
Ride with me and we will sink
Ooo I'm gone with a blink
Oooo I ain't difficult
Love killed me it's not my fault
 

Trap wives

No calls no text stressing
Hour after hour pressing
Lonely nights we hate
Praying through another court date
Never know what day is the last
If only he could leave the streets in the past
All the shoes and cars
Haunted by the nightmare of bars
Another fatherless kid
Another one of our men doing a bid
Fear got you choked
Drugs got him smoked
They rap it we live it
Money made by supply that hit 💉💊
Can't turn away we're deep in this now
 

the engagement

His fist left me clouded
Nightmares of being found dead
No one knew that my lover was insane
They only saw the smiles in the picture frame
Engagement ring became my chains
Telling no one of my pains
Wonder if dad wasn't m.i.a
Would my life had ended up this way
I was a prisoner in my own personal hell
His heart and his hands were my jail cell
I ain't seen my friends in a week
How did I become so meek
Hoodies hid my scars so my secret didn't leak
Learning what it feels to be inferior
Was it his white skin or strength that made him my superior
Any sign of ambition resulted in a smack
My dreams of success were a stab in his back
This love was a losing game
He was the monster but I got all the blame
The neighbors called the cops
Was murder the way for this to stop
Pregnancy in the middle of madness that was scary
Stress and a push ...

4 am

4 a.m. (Tyler’s Poem)

I met you on August 26^th on Main Street

On October 15^th you be...

You aint over me

You ain’t over me

You wasn’t loving me before

You headed for the door