my backs against the wall and i am tired of fallin on my knees to pray at night
i know its sounds crazy but how many times will i keep telling myself everythings gonna be alright
not the prettiest thing and my money funnier than yo mama jokes
i smile bright cuz i dont want my troubles to be spoke
should i laugh it off because i got insufficent tears
keep it in brit i dont need no pity party from my peers
they wouldn't understand they all say im crazy maybe i am
maybe i aint but they aint me...
i look at the world and wonder why ?
why am i here?
to change the world oh lord or will i blend in is my fear
when i slip and look at the world around me i gain their troubles their insecurities and my mind wanders and i question why?
why would you die on the cross for me?
when i can barely thank you for life every mornin
see thats crazy right you planned my life before i was even born and you are makin ways i can't even see
and i stand in awe and say Lord why do you keep blessin me?
my life is in a worldwind and yet you keep blessing me...
i should of been what they said i was but you had a plan for me...
its weird right?.. jus like me.. im unique 5 foot 3 built and made in his glory
i dance like david but my voice is a baby simba growin and roaring like a midnite thunder
beatened bruised and neglected i was but thats my testimony...
God gave me the dictionary but his Grace and Mercy Helped define me...
its takes a downfall for you to take time to look up to the hills from which cometh your helpth...
so next time my back is against the wall im gonna tell myself
Theres nothing to hard for God i dont need no one else.