I deserve to be happy,
I deserve to be kissed. But everytime I fall for someone ...It's like taking an life altering risk.I deserve to smile, I deserve to have peace.But it's like I'm cursed, And love is not meant for me.I deserve to be cherished,I deserve to be adored.But it seems like the price of love... Is something I can't afford. I deserve joy,I deserve a happily ever after!But maybe what I think I deserve... Doesn't really matter.What's meant to be...Maybe love ain't meant for me...Cuz all my attempts have gone wrong! Maybe all I deserveIs...I deserve to be alone.MzSoPriceless®2013
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love_supreme says: Wow, that is powerful. |
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2b2b2 says: Poignant Penning that is felt, respectfully I disagree....maybe for awhile alone...but Love often returns when you least expect...don't ever, ever actually give up, taking a break (smile) I understand....Brilliant Write....felt all the way from beginning to end! |
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mzsopriceless says: I greatly appreciate your comments. 2b2b2 thanks for your insight and I'm not going to give up:-) just patient. |
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Sad Love Letter (His Reply)His reply...Like a typical guy Was only surface deep
He said he respected my wishes
And let me go… no problem setting me free
He said he will cherish what we had
Thanked me for all the memories
His reply was so short
Even greeting cards would've been as brief
After I poured out my soul on paper
Wore my heart on my sleeve
He never addressed his feelings
Or even tried to state a plea
Which gave me the impression
He was waiting and ready to be released
Cuz when you love someone
Truly invested in someone
You don't let go so easily
He said I deserve better
And he hope I find what I need
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But he didn't need me
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Bleeding HeartMy heart is bleeding I'm an emotional hemophiliac
I can't stop the flow of my feelings
I can't hold the tears back
After surrendering my heart unconditionally
Loving him with no strings attached
He didn't appreciate my dedication
Reciprocation was all I ask
I gave
love,
loyalty,
understanding,
intimacy and friendship
I gave him all I have and more than I knew I had
My heart is bleeding
Pure love.
And I'm dying to recesistat our love
but I'm bleeding out to fast.
Death of our situation is upon us
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Here I StandHere I stand Alone and unsure Void of emotion Questioning what's pure Vacant rooms of emotion Waiting for happiness to appear To my heart and set her free Here I stand again All alone Knocking on the door of fulfillment But nobody is home I'm running on empty Some how joy has slipped away Here I stand alone Too much pain in my heart No one to save me From the solitude of emptiness Here I stand.
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My PainDon't be ashamed of my pain Life has taken me through changesLove has been my weaknessEverybody has been hurt[THAT'S LIFE]Explanations for sabtoged,Insufficent, catastrophic outcomesThe cause and effect of Selfish, disloyal and unworthy suitors[LOVE IS BLIND]Pain is real yet paranormalIt exist but is unrealIt resides in me[LOVE KILLS]Logical thought & any chance ofMental anesthesiaTo numb the pain ofMental tormentLove is my weaknessContinously resulting in my emotional demiseI'm not ashamed of my painMy pain resulted fromElaborate fraudulent relationshipsAnd beautiful tragic liesAt the end of the day[I LOVED FOR REAL][MY PAIN IS REAL]MzSoPriceless®2012 |
Addiction I look into your eyes MzSoPriceless®2010 |
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