I never dream, I used to plot on
illegal schemes with thoughtsto come across counterfit creamI havent time for the consequences that this ultimately bringsI think constant about the times I didn'thave a conscienceand laugh about my no good life, the raftof trife streaming down the river of ignorant nonsensesometimes I stilI feel blind to patience and begin creation ofconversations to wrong contemplationsI havent the intentions to be a minus in society, yet stilla victim of anxietylately I have been talking to myself and just maybe Ineed to venture on over to mental healthI lay in despair with my Bible on the chair"God listen are you truly there?"but it's after all is said and doneI'm usually fine by morningbright and positive like the Sun
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a smiling face
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