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I cannot cut off or let go... I must continue to let the rivers flow....
I am so tired can't let go my hands are stuck in the position of formulating new plans for my mission and my position does not require sitting;
But the permission granted was given while I was standing and so I must continue the flow of these rivers....
Sometimes in my mind I give up cause I just can't figure however the Giver knows all and keeps all, so I must keep on bending...
Keep on digging...
This ditch of me done made life bigger than I can see-
the life flowing outta me has nothing to do with me.
And so I continue the flow sometimes don't know which way to go but go I must can't let this water gain rust It was a trusted to me...
When it gets too heavy I carry it back to Mary's baby... I have no one else to lean on when my river flows crazy..
