As I lie weeping in the corner
How significant are my insides?
When love treats me like open heart surgery
Am I bigger than my disasters
Or is my life a simple tragedy?
Do my insides really matter?
When the courage within me hides
As I lie weeping in the corner
Is it true love I know despise?
But how significant am I inside?
When you've convinced me that I have lied
Do my insides really matter?
When all these years I've simply only cried
As I lie weeping in the corner
Do my insides really matter?
When my outside is generally what people see
How significant am I on the inside?
When the true me
Lives to hide..
~Kilay~
Kilay
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2b2b2 says: Deep Reflection....thanks for sharing! |
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SensationThePoet says: speck my sister! it was deep and i loved it. |
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lee1003 says: Good job! Real words |
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royale jones says: Great right I love the deep reflection great share |
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